Ok so i cant really facebook this and its something that is getting to me.. and whilst i understand that people are trying to give me good advice..but is it really necessary that people must say it in a way that sounds so negative? do people expect me to fail? is there something here that i am not understanding because i am really not liking it.
its not the people that are annoying me its not like i dont like them. but its the same few saying things and i just dont understand why people cant just let me be happy.
yes i know about reality... and i know its not all roses i know that. But why steal my thunder? why not just let me be happy? people use to say they hated seeing me miserable and depressed well now im not. im happy im about to move into my own house get a dog maybe some other animals... and i have the worlds greatest boyfriend who loves me with all his heart..
i have my foster families blessings i just need mums! and it should be just good instead of saying "dont forget about reality" why cant u just say. "im so happy for u" or "im proud of you for taking the chance" or better still why not just say nothing at all???? because i just want to have the giddy feeling of a new relationship.. i want the newness i want the chance to get to know someone with out having to live together.. with out being pregnant and with out having any reason to have to be together.. apart from the good old. "I'm here because i WANT to be"
so to anyone else who has a problem with me being happy bugger off cause im going to BE HAPPY for the rest of my life! yes I AM no going back, It's onwards and upwards from here on in..
and i just need that one person to come with me and we will be fine..
i love u baby!
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