Well im wrecked.. we have just spent sunday till today in hospital with luke.. the poor kid has pneumonia.. he was so so sick. i haven never seen any of my kids that sick before. i was really worried for him as he couldnt breath on his own. he spent 24 hours on oxygen and to start with i thin it was 8? then put up to 10. we were first in leongatha hospital.. then transferred to warragul and finally on to the monash. i havent slept since saturday night and probably only had 3-4 hours sleep that night. i tried to sleep last night but i kept waking up so i just stayed awake the whole night. poor mcdreamy. he is such a gem. man i love that kid! i love him with a passion! For real i do! he waited at warragul with me for 6 hours.. and he had to work in the morning. poor luke didnt want a bar of him.. but then he didnt want a bar of anyone.. still only wants me..
I'm feeling pretty sick to be honest.. hurts to cough... my bones ache but i will get over it. its almost the kids bed time and ill be resting on the couch i think...
i missed my boy so so much.. i wrote him a letter for every day i was gone. i thought of him very much and i felt almost helpless at the fact i could not physically see him.. i didnt have a choice.. i couldnt see him..
please dont ever take that option away from me again! i dont like it.
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