How do u train your brain to slow down? and your heart aswell? i have no clue this is all new territory to me, Im jess ive never done things slowly i dont do "slow" I'm impatient if i want something i want it like now..
im slowly retraining my brain. if things go slow i can keep being happy and excited every time i see him.
I love that so far doesnt matter what i have done or said nothing really makes him mad.
I don't get it how does one become that way? i wish i could be as caring as he is, as loving and gentle and special as he is. . I just want to tell him all the time! all the time how awesome he is, but there is only so many times one can hear "your awesome" before they think you've gone crazy and are obsessed! so i must refrain myself from messaging so often.
I went to Mil's house this arvo only stayed about half an hour but i took her some flowers and a letter i had written at tafe.. she needed cheering up..
anyway im getting rather over writing everything down.. so ill be back tomorrow
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