date night.

So last night we went "out" on a date. an actual date.. with my company showing his true gentleman self and just being the best boyfriend in the world! "grown ups" is brilliant. i loved ever minute of it every second of it. fantastic movie... and how much better could date night get? well thats not reccomended for discussion on a blog with so many readers lol! but for sure it could possibly get better.. but what we have is real! it's so real.. yes its fantastic its everything u want in a relationship. for instance there is me.. now anyone who knows me KNOWS if i love u i will tell u and i will show u.. i guess not being shown as a little kid makes me want to show it more.. but in someways its a good thing and i guess it could get annoying so i probably need to refrain my self from showing it too much. anyway so u have me right the one who is not affraid to say what i feel, would go out of my way to show the boy how much i love and appreciate him, the one who could be with him all day every day and it probably wouldnt annoy me. but having said that i still need my space! and if i get grumpy watch out!

Then u have mcdreamy.. apart from being one of the "good" ones he is still absolutely 100% MALE. and he gets a fair wack of the "Man period" and even at those times i still love him! he is sensitive, kind and caring and would go out of his way to make you feel loved. he would do absolutely anything to help if he could. yet he forgets that its ok to be a little bit selfish and do things for himself! he has the most wonderful smile. and when he is looking at me i feel like I'm the only one he is looking at! he gets these moods where he is just loving and just wants nothing more than to cuddle u and just LOVES u well he loves me not U! ha ha
He is honest he is stubborn!! but so am I! He has awesome eyes.. his hands when they touch me esp when he touches my face are so reassuring.. so so so reassuring! as for the rest of him! well thats for me to find out one day!

anyway so yes its brilliant but it also is real because neither of us are perfect we both have the same kind of flaws.. we both are sensitive and we both get grumpy and its not going to always be a bed of roses but i hope and so far so good that the good always out weighs the bad! because life with out him in it would just not be  life! that i would want to have.

 so yes you could say reality has set in and i now know that it wont always be perfect.. but the best thing about having disagreements is the make up bit afterwards because u get the whole bubbly feeling again. that feeling that just reminds u of how much u love someone. and u forget what u even disagreed about in the first place.

so date night is over for the week... only 6 more sleeps until the next one....


 Mcdreamy if u read this.. just know i love u. i want to love u forever, i hope i get that opportunity! you are my life my world my everything..