Well.. 2nd night in and I survived. might help that i had company last night! I would do anything to have that company every night. That was awesome! no expectations. just relaxing.. brilliant.
daniel and ben had a blast last night setting up the car set and having races.. i dont know who actually had more fun.. daniel or ben. Ben woke up this morning "mum where is daniel i wish he didnt have to go home"
so maybe we wont have any issues? maybe all this worry over nothing! my kids love him. what more could u ask for? I mean he could be a bit of a romantic u know the whole flowers thing but that would make him perfect.. and we all know how hard it is to find the perfect boyfriend.. they are few and far between..
He was meant to be going HOME but someone must have been too tired and decided to have a sleeping sleep over. how good is it though waking up with someone in the bed next to u? like how awesome? knowing its not some meaningless thing but the prospect of waking up every morning with the one person u love just makes me feel all loved and just special.
I never knew it was possible for me to get someone to fall "in" love with me. never ever. but when he says it I believe it! i 100% totally believe it. I feel it and i Know it! i know to some people this all seems a bit like dejavu and i use to think that way back in the beginning but i know now and believe now this is the right place for me. i am where god wants me to be. im where i should be. this is what god has had planned for me all along. yes i agree things have gone so fast.. but kate said sometimes things happen like that. some people know right away that its meant to be.. others takes a while.. and i believe that fate is what brought us together and i really am thankful that my life ended up this way.
I dont regret anything not one thing. life is good!
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