What i love about u!

McDreamy..

From the first moment i started talking to u i felt the connection.. I remember you were so shy and u hardly said a thing to me. it only took a week and we were talking like there was no tomorrow. for the first week it was 2am before i was turning the laptop off.  it was then i knew what i really wanted. U helped me through the absolutely most difficult thing i have done. The leaving bit was easy its the stuff afterwards. He has thrown so much crap my way and every time u listen, U do not batter an eyelid at anything i say to u.

This last week has been pretty tough with the fires.. the egg donour etc but u.. just love me.. u love me and no words are needed.. just your love and u know it.

I am the most insecure person I dont trust anyone and i find it hard to let peope in and tell them how i feel. at first i was scared to let u in. I have been so hurt by so many people. people walk in an out of my life in a flash. if something gets to tough they walk out. If i make a mistake they walk out and im left wondering what the hell i did wrong.  and u whole heartedly knew this and u are still weary of it. i can ask you absolutely anything insecure and u have the right answer every time.

you tell me u love me every day with out fail in the morning when i get up numerous times during the day and your the last person to tell me at the end of the day. even if we have been tallking all night on fb or yahoo.. u still message me.  I can ask u anything. i always say "do u love me really" and u always tell me " Yep I love you for real" I always ask silly questions but u answer every time.. u know exactly how to answer. u know my weakness and you take it in your stride because u know its "who i am" 

Im so self concious i hate my body but u.. U love me as i am as who i am and that is so comforting.

when u kissed me for the first time i knew it was right you were a tad hesitant but as time has gone by i can tell that now u kiss me and u kiss me like u love me. and u kiss awesome! lol. as EWWWWWWWWWWWW as that is.. Kissing u is my new favourite thing!

At first you didnt like the "public affection thing" but when i come over u are sure to tell samuel and chelsea that you love me.. because u do. u will kiss me and say u love me even when u are grumpy!

I love that i can tell you everything and anything. every time i pick the kids up something goes wrong and for some reason everytime i go back to the car there is always an "i love u babe" message waiting for me its like you knew i needed to hear it.

I love that when i am with u we dont have to say anything being with each other is enough.. and i love that i could fall asleep with u cuddling me every time. i cant wait to get my own house so that u can come for "sleep overs"

as i know i will sleep cuddling u all night!

I love that u have changed me. U have made me Happy.. before u i would always get frustrated my kids would annoy the crap out of me and the whole world feels like its not worth living in. but now im calm im graceful and everyday with them is a blessing.

I love that u have taken me into your arms with the whole "package" u knew i came with kids and not one thing has bothered u..

you are an amazing person you are the person i want to spend the rest of my life with. I truley would spend my life with u forever.. i would lie in bed and just cuddle u i would be happily satisfied!

Im not sure what our future holds i just know that every second spent with u. is worth a life time of memories and a lifetime of love!

i love you baby with all my heart. u are my life my world my everything!

Thank you for loving me.. and for loving me "for real"