sunday.

Well i have had ella a whole week now.. toilet training is the pits! but im hoping that things will get better.. ill get through it. its just hard with having tafe 3 days  week she is home alone she cant be expected to hold on all day. so im going to set the mud room up for her now. its concrete out there and it wont matter if she poo's she will learn in her own time to go out side. just have to be persistent!

oh and the mud coming in from peoples shoes is driving me nuts i just cant keep the carpet clean its so annoying. I'm going to have to get the carpet cleaned very soon its beyond a joke. i hate mess! i hate it!

Last night was great. daniel came over we have ben hayley luke, samuel and chelsea and mischa here last night my kids were asleep usual time and the other kids went to bed i dont even know when. i went to bed about 10 and left daniel to him self online using my computer...which is a BIG thing for me. i cant stand sharing  my laptop it drives me nuts. but i did it and it was ok. i just feel wierd about it this has all my personal stuff on it. and i never log out of anything. but never mind ill get use to it. i have to dont i?

I sooooo didnt want daniel to go home today i hate sunday nights because its like 3 sleeps until i see him again i vote he just moves his stuff in and just moves in with me.. stuff everything else..i say!

 ahh well my brother turned up here on friday night. ruined date night way to go Mischa. he has run away and doesnt want to go back. I dont know what to do I would love to give him a roof because i know people did the same to me but i wasnt like him. yes i was not an easy person to live with and im probably not the easiest to live with still.. but this is crappy really.. arggg what to do? id rather have josh here with me!!!!!!!!!!!